Can it be over yet?
So I started the new job at cracker barrel....and I really liked it.....until I hated it.
I had a breakdown tonight. I stood in the shower, with the water as hot as it could be, sobbing uncontrollably and just wishing that the water could wash all my worries away.
I HATE WAITING TABLES.
I hate the sidework. I hate menus. I hate sweet and unsweet iced tea. I hate straws, extra napkins, well done steaks and ketchup. I hate rolling silverware. I hate running food. I hate sweeping my section until it's spotless. I hate feeling like a piece of shit.
I'm so tired of waiting tables.....and I realized tonight that no matter where I serve at it's going to be the same. I just want it to be over. I want to graduate and be done with college so I can do something I actually enjoy.
I don't want to be miserable anymore.
I had a breakdown tonight. I stood in the shower, with the water as hot as it could be, sobbing uncontrollably and just wishing that the water could wash all my worries away.
I HATE WAITING TABLES.
I hate the sidework. I hate menus. I hate sweet and unsweet iced tea. I hate straws, extra napkins, well done steaks and ketchup. I hate rolling silverware. I hate running food. I hate sweeping my section until it's spotless. I hate feeling like a piece of shit.
I'm so tired of waiting tables.....and I realized tonight that no matter where I serve at it's going to be the same. I just want it to be over. I want to graduate and be done with college so I can do something I actually enjoy.
I don't want to be miserable anymore.
posted by Jessica @ 5:15 PM
1 Comments:
At 5:59 AM,
Anonymous said…
Unfortunately we've all been there. I guess all I can say is hang in there because school is almost over, and at least you have done lots of internship and should be on your way to finding something really good after you graduate.
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